"The only one that I want "

"The only one that I want "


When your minds can't work properly,
your eyes are staring at one spot ,
without blinking ,
you think of another things ,
and your heart feel pain ,
like a great -great pain ,
it doesn't stop , it never will ,
and no one knows how hurt it is.

this is the time , you know ,
the time you know that you need
someone to share on.

the phone starts ringing,
mama's name on the phone,
her voice are soothing enough ,
enough to make the pain go away ,
it is full of tender , the tenderness of her voice

erupted,

a little rivers in my eyes.

14 February 2011
3.25 pm

sakit yang sama

sudah banyak ubat yang aku makan ,
sakitnya masih sama ,
tangisan aku masih lagi setiap malam ,
menahan keperitan yang dirasai,
mungkin benar katanya ,
DIA rindukan rayuan ika ,
aku merasakan insaf ,
semua sakit yang terjadi ini ,
adalah kehendak-Nya ,
sebagai peringatan kepada diri ku ,
yang mudah lalai dan lupa .
terimalah doaku ini ,
aku hanyalah Hamba yang hanya menerima,
qada' dan qadar mu.