Sis I love you!

The moment when you think you want to quit , you have to rewind yourself back on how you are. Well you just arrived at one destination , you are new to that place , fresh and didn't know anything.Back to basic which means you are zero .

But now you are nearly ending , the hundreds meters you ran are nearly finish . You are gasping so hard , breathing for air but at the same time you are running and keep running because you want to REACH for it . At those moment you are 50/50 . You are thinking . Are you going to win? or Are you going to lose?

With those fatigues , weariness and also difficult mind to think wouldn't You cut the crap and just run! till the end. Cause you know you will be finish the race and the wining or losing isn't matter anyway.

So dear , please think all these thing that you are nearly finish . You will be going home sooner or later . We all cares and support you . We know you are so strong ,well Ghazi'ians are strong and tuff! so you are! We are proud of you! So keep on hanging there and run till the finish line!


Insyallah soon you will get those rewards from your own effort.

p/s: just a lil gift for you , see this video if you want to play your guitar. Learn some new chords , when you come home boleh la poyo ngn aku. Tcre kak! loves

Xmas in Zurich

When it comes to Christmas , I was the one who are very excited. Its not that we are celebrating the festival but I know the idea of Christmas is getting a present from family and friends. I just loved this giving present things as it is such a surprised rather than getting duit raya. Yeah I think I have my own Christmas experienced back then when our family are staying in Johor Bahru . I can't remember how is it the celebration but maybe we went to see my dad's friends. I can choose one box of present which is piled up at the Christmas tree. It was long time a go but still it keep remains in my memories.

Enough about the old stories , just want to let you know that Christmas in Zurich are so exciting. Its not even December they already put up the x mas light. The very famous Lucy Light which all over the Banhoff street and when you be there you will see its like snows falling down. It is such a nice view and from there you will know Christmas is coming!

This pictures are singing xmas tree where there would be choir up in the x mas tree. There would be so much people see the event and its so much fun when the kids also are singing together. :)

The singing Christmas tree :)

This is the lucy light , that lights up all the Banhof Street.

Don't you love all the details of it? Colorful ! Loved it so much!

This is the famous Swaroski Christmas tree which is made from crystal and diamonds.

I just loved to spend my days in Zurich and I know I will be heading back home soon . The one that I missed my family in Zurich and also my crazy double sided head friends Fatma. hehe

p/s: If you read this fatma , do cry for me and sing MOTHER LOVER SONG! hhahaha

another p/s: I am so lazy to fix my grammar. Sorry papa if you read this. I'll work it on next time. hahaha

Zurich Nightlife

There is one guy from the Swiss TV "SRF" is very friendly to me and as usual , I am the tourist in Zurich. So he ask lot of question about what I have been doing here in Zurich. He also suggest me some of Zurich attraction place. He was kind enough to offer me to have a hiking trip again when there is snow. But in my mind "don't let him so serious about this , hiking trip again??"

It is not that I don't like hiking , I do LOVED it ! Especially when we reach up in the Swiss Alps , no words can described how beautiful it was. Subhanallah!

But again when I am thinking how long does it take to be walking up in the hill , in the meadow and how steep it was ??And the fact that I need four days to fully recover my legs! ahhh ... I would like to re- consider his invitation though.

But later one he tells that , ZURICH is most popular for its nightlife. And again he ask me have you been one of Zurich club?

and i was like errr............ ( there was a silence moment )

I was smiling to him like I didn't say yes or no.

Oh yeah , I really know the fact that Zurich is famous for its nightclub and pub. Haaha .

But frankly to tell the truth , my nightlife are not like theirs.

Hahaa I rather having a cozy sleep in the bed or having hot chocolate at the coffee shop.

I choose quiet and peace rather than some techno music banging in the head. No offence techno lovers , we are all have different kind of taste and that is why we are so unique for the way we are.

One thing that I know about Zurich it is so beautiful when the nights come.

From the right : Grossmunster churche , St.Peter Kirche and also Fraumunster.


p/s: when my mum ask me how am i doing . Will i be thin when i go back home , and i only answer her MUM , mostly I eat CHEESE. so sila lah lihat pipi saya.

You are not eligible yet!

The reason of this post because its just a reminder to myself that i am not eligible YET to be married.

Cammano nak kahwin ah ?? One incident that make me think y it is :

1) There are few attempt to cook rice without 'rice cooker' because with rice cooker dah pass! and yes in Zurich I dont think they used rice cooker. All they eat are pasta and bread.

Yesterday I boiled the rice and unfortunately die x masak!!!! I don't know why? so this is my failure moment. It seems like dah masak but in the end when i want to have my dinner , It is uncooked!

:(

So today I continue on my cooking failure. I try to make bubur with nasi semalam .

I thought i am genius when i just leave the uncooked rice with a lot of water in it . Guess what? Hangit!!

At this moment i said to myself " stop dreaming Ika !"

2) The second thing that I went for groceries shopping to buy some veges and other stuff .So Fatma company me and we both go to Migros. When we both look at Kobis , we dont know which one to take: the big one or the small one. I take the small one - sbb nak murah and no it is not. Its damm expensive . A kobis for likely RM 10 ?? Can you imagine? And when i come home , I prepare all tHE stuff to cook and that time just I realized the SMALL kobis which is EXPENSIVE belum masak lagi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I found it is very hilarious because both of us are not ELIGIBLE TO GET MARRIED YET!

p/s: In the end ika makan nasi bubur dengan sayur kobis masak lemak santan and sambal ikan bilis 3 in 1 Brahim. haha such a loser but syukur tidak pernah lapar di sini.

:)

Childhood memories

I could listen to this song over and over !

and singing it in the shower!

Not a fixer to be

Recently I try to mend something but I have to accept the fact that I am not a fixer.
I try to mend something that is precious , gifted and something took about 8 years of our sweet childhood & youthful lives.
The result of the fixing things ??
Sigh , no answer.
I just make it more worst.
The least I can do is to sit quietly and not messing with anyone.

I can't save everything that I want.
Maybe that is how life turned out to be.

Back and Forth love

This is what exactly it is all about. we are in back and forth , in fighting for our love. ridiculous as it seems but this is the reality.



p/s :I love you always and forever baby, that's all i need.