Thursday, October 1, 2009

Unusual night

Remember when Meredith was having one slot of her life that brings her into shades of death. It is the moment when she saw dead Izzie’s fiancée, Denny Duquete and dead heroic fireman from Seattle Grace bombing case. Aha that is the one. It is very traumatic. Notice that, she saw a very bright light that looks like a welcoming sign. It looks like a path that shows her to a new life after death. It seems like a major wake up call for her.

Same goes to me. I hardly closed my eyes and can’t sleep on one night as I just stared up in the sky. The night was so calm and there is no single sound that could be heard unless the sound of my favorite watch keeps on ticking and ticking. It is 2 am in the morning and that night was Tuesday night. My eyes keep on staring at the sky as if there is something wrong. Yes indeed, there is something wrong with the skies that night. The thunder keep on blaring, non-stop and it blares behind the black clouds as if there is nothing else in the skies. The thunder keeps on striking from the back and to the front as if there is some sort of anger within him. It is not a normal lighting strike, the one that make a big terrifying sound. It is not like the normal lighting because it doesn’t produce a single sound.

At first, I thought it just a lighting strike, but eventually after fifteen minutes keeps stared at the sky; it didn’t stop or even make a sound. At that point, I was really scared. All of my roommates have dozed off to sleep and I was alone in having unusual experience. I was scared and texting my parents and azura if they have the same experience. It was late in the morning, so what more can they say. Gile per ieka ni. Lol. But they kindly ask me to get back to sleep and not to think of it.

So I do what have they say, I get back to my bed and try to get sleep. But deep inside, all kinds of thoughts were through my mind. Worst, I think it is the end of the world. I pray for god’s forgiveness as I know back in the past I’ve had made lot of sin and I never been a good person. At that point, I know it’s too late. There is no time machine for me. But what can I do.


I could only pray and pray continuously until I didn’t realize it is already morning. The moment I opened up my eyes, I was happy and feel grateful to have another day to live. I can’t help myself out and start crying. Suddenly I remember, that I have class at 8 am and guess what, it is already 7.30 am. I rushed to the toile and I’ve made to the class and through the days I keep on thinking that night was a wakeup call for me. Maybe , it happens for my own good and I thank god it happens.

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